Over time, my curiosity started to take over, and I found myself more and more thinking about just the big black cocks, and not the white girls they went into. I would watch interracial porn and picture these blondes from my classes getting nailed by their big black boyfriends. There were a bunch of examples of things like this happening in college. I jerked off that night thinking of him fucking to absolute shit out of her from behind. I saw them dancing at a party that weekend, she was grinding her round ass into his crotch while he ran his hands up and down her. I remember in particular trying to talk to this one girl after class, only to get blown off and see her walk off with this jacked black guy that probably played football or something. And I couldn't help but think of these little while girls getting impaled by big black cocks. I had a few girlfriends, and everything was pretty much normal, but you couldn't help but notice that the best looking girls around the school were all with black guys, mostly athletes. While going to college, I saw black guys pretty much get their pick of the litter with the hot women around campus, what with the football team, basketball team, etc. My favorite was still the facial, but now it was a big black dick cumming all over a pretty white face. By the time I went to college, I was basically jerking off to interracial porn exclusively. It might sound clichéd, but sooner or later my desire to see a big dick fucking a tight pussy led to me watch interracial porn. I loved rough sex, cumshots, and, particularly, facials, where I could secretly admire a giant dick and heavy load while telling myself I liked it because she had a pretty face. I always wanted to see the girl getting pleasured by some giant monster dick, and sometimes I was more turned on by watching the guy than the girl. This desire manifested itself when I looked at porn. I would get so turned on thinking about it but never acted on it up until this point, chalking it up to a taboo fetish or fantasy. It might sound cliché or whatever, but these thoughts eventually turned into thoughts of me being the one to get on my knees, open wide, and choke down a giant black dick. I watched interracial porn almost exclusively, and I would fantasize about girls I knew getting railed by giant black dicks like the ones I had seen in videos online. I don't know when it first started, but it had been years at this point. As far as everyone was aware I was straight, but for some time I have had a thing for big black dick. I never told anyone this before, so this is my way of getting it off my chest.Ī little background first. It was a few years ago now, I was in my early twenties, right out of college, and still lived at my parents' house. This is a true story about the first time I sucked a big black cock.